thursday was dreadful. having to kill time all alone in school was really not cool. especially when you're still not comfortable with the new surroundings and whatmore surrounded by all kinds of stranger, totally suck man. i know i'll get used to it sooner or later but the sight of my class adviser is literally making me sick. zzz, boring bunch of classmates tooo. mairah, me. me, mairah. no one else to depend on. i swear i wasn't in my best mood. for some good reasons perhaps. i decided to go home straight instead. it was still early and i was out of directions. wtf. reached home, ca just had to spoil my day yet again. thanks sibye. soooo, as i was lying on my bed, staring into spaces, something suddenly pop out on my mind. i realised things happen really fast. be it good or bad. things changes without me realising how fast the time passes by. tick, tock, tick, tock. even feelings change within a second. i fell asleeeep then. at night, things get worst. it can't get any better when i found out S met with an accident. had 2 hours of sleep that night and went off to school at bloody 6.45 am. sibye.

friday, i thought i was going to be late for school. but thank god, not a single word from my ca. hohoho. he marked our attendance and yes, i'm safe baby. i don't have to give any reasons fr not attending his class afterall. school ended very early. but i still think i've wasted my trip to school. the 2 hrs talk was really unnecessary. i get to visit S in the afternoon. we already plan to spend more time together on friday night but.. things happened. we can't do anything as much as we wanted to. but alhamdullilah hes doing fine. thanks natazsha, arep and rezal for accompany. will update more later. blogging using mobile phone is very troublesome.

WHY DO I KEEP WISHING FOR SOMETHING THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN? so much of wanting to spend time together throughout the night. dream on ainy, dream on. Posted by Anonymous@5:14 PM
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