i hope tomorrow will be the start of a brand new day. unlike today, its does not end the way i wanted it to be. how silly can i be. allah, please guide me through to overcome all these obstacles that has been bothering my entire life and how it affected my mood badly. i desperately in need of someone right now. i admit i've been troubling my family members. insyaallah i won't dissapoint them again. not the 2nd, 3rd, 4th or 5th time. and definitely i will use this opportunity to work even harder. insyaallah. not just words, i will prove it. i need to discuss with dad tomorrow morning. insyaallah we can settle it in a clean way.

decided to skip BNI lesson. accompanied twisterella to the clinic and we had kulit kfc chicken again. heh. went home get changed and joined the hg boys. its been awhile since we hang out. quite alot turned up. the wanted and unwanted ones too. lol. it was awkward at first but im fine with it afterwards. my part of pretending wasn't that bad afterall. haha. they were playing the fucking annoying murderer game the moment i reached. playing with a big group this time. so there were ba-k, iban, carl, khai, didi, ajan, del, fareez and a few skss students too. such a sibye i can't clique with most of them. lastly, here goes a short and simple msg along with a short and simple advise too. even a 12 years bestfriend realised you've changed. maybe theres some others too that i wouldn't want to take note of, so please, realise your mistake first before you simply shoot on others weaknesses without realising those harsh remarks coming out from you ok? i love you still but can you stop being so braggy and whatnots. i hate that side of you. it just pissing me off man. i admit im not perfect and i do admit too theres certain things i went wrong. the more i talk, the more you will go against me. i rather be quiet and stay away from you. hah. i will update again tomorrow. take care. Posted by Anonymous@8:58 PM
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